My life is meaningless

Back to blogging , my mood is so fuck up now really feel like crying but cant ? My life is so meaningless now ): ,  why everything will turn this way? Almost everyday working now at pasta mania ... Had fun with those workers there. I seriously hate my life now -'- im useless , i hate my brother alot also! Why is he so fuck up ?!   Why is my family my life so fuck up?!?!?! Did i take the wrong step from the start? What does god want from me why is he torturing my life? WHY!? Just now almost feel like dying! I dont feel like living in this fuck up world anymore! I wanna DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH! @#$%^&*()(*&^%$ Dont feel like posting anymore so bye...

Screw my life !

Hell yeah im back <: Fuck up life i have now -'- everything seems so wrong now i myself also dont know why  plus Mid year examination start already and im not even in the mood to study . FUCK , so many things happening now ): lost my best friend due to some fucking reasons . Friends come and go but what to do ? They left a scar on your heart , when they hate you , they will betray you ka you jiaowei but what to do ? It cant be avoided ? Man im tired of having best friend . They betray your trust man! I fucking dont want trust anyone anymore except those that adore me and treat me nice i will cherish them for life . Damn , i hate my mother alot !!! I dont wanna say it here so that it bye .

its over now .

Heyhey im back hoho! Everything ended ): shall move on with my new life liao uh! hope i can faster forget him haiz ... ): im so fucking sad nowwwwww ): currently with zhiguang daoming benjamin ans nash at 236 now slacking :D using daoming laptop now (((: end my post lerh byeeee

Me and soon huat(:

this photo was taken when im in kk hospital (: cute rite my bibi(: haiz my wound now damn freaking pain hope time fly faster so i can go back sch andand i got  1 week mc ! ): how am i going to sit for exam sia ?! i will miss out alot things ley , what to do ? Anw yesterday just discharge only and today morning go for polyclinic for cleaning my wound and get new dressing omg so damn freaking pain you know -'- , i miss someone so badly now D: i wanna see him! Currently listening to 2ne1 - dont stop the music nice seh (Y) hahas i wanna go out so badly DDD: hmm...nothing to write at all so bye for now (: will post sooner or later xD

Its been so long since i post LOL!

Heyhey im back posting again uh :D today went to sch half way went home cause im SICK! Carina and Kosie also went home both sick uh So damn boring now D:  bibi (Soonhuat) in sch now bored sehhh! Later going nex find my friends uh , dont know later should i go nex or go back school first hmmm ... yesterday got chinese oral was damn fucking nervous uh! And very hard ley D: haiz , my chinese this time round cfm will fail liao!!! What to do man!!! I miss bi alot D: i want to see him real soon uh! We've been together 2 weeks 3 days lerh . Counting down to our first which left 16 days xD i wonder how long me and him will last uh ? Currently listening to SNSD- Run Devil Run Devil , nice seh the songs!! Anw i should stop all those childish ways of mine and become more gentle ? Alot people said i very rough DDD: ! Sports Day coming lerh yet i still dont know how to dance F.Cuz - Jiggy , Jialat sia me ! Hope on that day i wont xiasuay my own class and the New class tee shirt is out ! Super nice sia i like it alot this new class tee shirt is much more better den the old want ! Shall go bath now so byeee :D Will post some other days when im free ! :D

im backkk .

Today is like a bored only forgotten when go watch Red riding hood wit soonhuat , jiayong and zhiguang the show quite nice uh (Y) director is from twilight wan wooohoooo~ today as usual lol go nex arcade play ((: around 6 plus den went home :D boringggg~ tml where shall i go ??? Cant decided :x oopppssyyy shall blog the other days byeeeeee ! (:

I've just hurted someone precious to me D:

It's raining now D: how th fuck am i going to go out sia! Hope the rain faster stop yea ((: the fucking

bastard dun wan pick up my cor only know how to slp slp slp slp! Argh! Then now waiting for my 

dumbdumb to release from sch . Bored like fuck .... so many things running through my mind now i dun even know what to do . I feel so blank and empty...I've hurt someone so damn precious to me last night

i damn luan now D: Suan lerh dun said liao , Later gonna go watch movie wit dumbdumb and co will be watching Red Riding Hood (: the director is from twilight wan omgomgomg! Its making me damn excited :x

I shall go pompom liao Byeeeee ((: